I was thinking about how as a species we have gone from having too little access to information, to having a surfeit of it. Along the way, precious little has been done to teach us how to critically assess everything we consume now. This poem is about that. Enjoy!
I have been living with diabetes for years now. For the last year of so, I’ve been doing much better at controlling it as I’m well aware of the potential consequences if I don’t. Dealing with other health issues and the stress of being off work, I’ve been eating my emotions lately and for me that means sugar. This poem is about that. Enjoy!
So, the area I live in is currently in the grip of a massive, late season ice storm. Today’s poem is in recognition of this and looks at the dangers of climate change and our role in it. Enjoy!
I have a friend named Gene who has been working for years to make the world a better place. Slowly, steadily and most importantly, deliberately. He has worked for youth employment programs, outreach programs, community health networks, school breakfast programs, non-profit housing… the list goes on. All of it with the intent to make life better for other people. He is one of my heroes, and this poem is for him.
If you have been reading my entries so far this year, you will know that I love nature. So when I look at what we do to it and our wholesale destruction of it, I get pretty depressed. But it’s not hopeless. There are much smarter people than I who are working at ways to undo some of the harm we have done and minimize it going forward. I can only hope we can find a way forward for all life on the Earth, not just the human parts of it.
Obviously, I didn’t get this finished last night. But hey, here it is anyway. It’s all about the world we have to live in and changing it into the world we want to live in.
I am no longer quite as young as I was previously. I’ve come to terms with this and tend to remind myself that getting older still beats the only proven alternative. Get old or die.
Years ago I worked for a wonderful woman named Heather who taught me one of the most important things I’ve ever learned. She told me “Good is the enemy of great.”. This means that as soon as we accept good we stop pushing for great. Now, whether it is in my poetry, my art, my work or whatever else I’m doing, I always try to push myself just that little bit further.
So yesterday ended as a bit of a disaster. I got it sorted out in the end, but by then it was too late to write this because I had to work today. Long story short, here’s yesterday’s poem. It’s all about not being nastier to yourself than you are to others.
I struggle a lot with getting overwhelmed by the things I have to do. Then I don’t do them. Then I get more overwhelmed. Then I don’t do them… I think you see how that works. Well, I’ve been working at changing that. This poem kind of articulates that struggle for me.
The Way Forward
Sometimes the things we plan to do,
Do not go as we’d hope.
And then we stress and blame ourselves,
Step on that slippery slope.
Now from that stress, depression comes,
To sap our will to try.
It just gets worse the longer we,
Allow time to slip by.
Before you know it’s spiraled down,
So overwhelmed we feel.
And though we tell ourselves it’s not,
Our black despair is real.
But here’s a thing I’ve had to learn,
That’s not a healthy place.
If you give in, if you get stuck,
Believe you’re a disgrace.
You can get stuck, see no way out,
But that’s not true I swear.
You can get free, can break those chains,
Find your way back from there.
Like any trip, it’s that first step,
The bravest thing you do.
Once that thing’s done, take the next step,
And then another too.
There will be times it will be hard,
You take no step that day.
And maybe two or three go by,
You think you’ve lost your way.
But you aren’t beat so don’t despair,
Can’t lose until you quit.
So give yourself permission to,
Fail. Make your peace with it.
But from that setback rise back up,
Push on despite the pain.
For even just the smallest step,
Is still some kind of gain.
So understand you will despair,
But you don’t have to dwell.
For each step’s one step closer to,
Escaping from your hell.
Cheers, Winston
Sir Winston Churchill, for whom I was named, once famously said, “When you’re going through Hell, keep going.” It seems to apply here.