The Beginning Of The End Of The Beginning…

Where I am at the moment, there is less than an hour until the end of rentals at Blockbuster Canada. It’s not easy for me to put aside my anger and look at the bigger picture. Still, I’d like to share a few thoughts about what it has meant, and will mean going forward.

For many years now, Blockbuster Canada has been the go-to solution for movie and game rentals. Sure, they pushed the independent, mom & pop video stores out of business. Just like Loblaws pushed the neighborhood grocer out of business and Walmart allegedly pushed every other retailer out of business. The fact is, the people who’ve been coming into my store for the past week haven’t been saying “I told you so.”. Mostly, they’ve been saying, “I’ll miss you, the store, the staff and and the movies.”

For many of them, Blockbuster has been more than a place to get movies. You can get movies from a huge range of sources. But we were never a movie business, we are a service business. That’s what kept putting feet on our floor every day and put money in the bank. This isn’t just my opinion, it’s the opinion everyone who’s first question isn’t about their rental options moving forward. It’s the opinion of every person who has asked if my staff, myself and our familiies will be okay. Not everyone shares this opinion, but enough do. I know that everything I did was not in vain. Every person who’s eyes mist up when we say “See ya around.”, they are the validation of what we have built.

So, the media misrepresents the causes of our closure. They say we couldn’t compete with the new digital world, and they’re full of sh*t. But that’s their job. It seems a lot of the alleged journalists writing about the demise of Blockbuster Canada are frustrated fiction writers. That’s the most charitable excuse I can find for the substitution of opinion for observation and fallacy for fact. The truth is, if you or I did our jobs that badly, we’d be fired. Now that I’m going to have all this time on my hands, maybe I should go to journaliism school. Nah, too muich self respect for that.

Moving forward, we come to the most popular question at Blockbuster. “Where a I going to get my movies?” I’ve got a better question. Where an I going to get my mortgage from. Movies are a luxury, but a mortgage, utilities, food etc, not so much. There isn’t going to be another business like Blockbuster. It was a product of it’s time and that time is not likely to come around again. There are a couple of regional players left, but movies rentals are sidelines for them. Sadly, that’s how they treat their rental customers, like an afterthought. Or a potential market for their main product lines. We were the biggest player in the video rental business. Some people hated us for being a big, corporate behemoth. They aren’t the ones who have stopped me in the grocery store to tell me how much they will miss me. Blockbuster Canada may have been a corporation, but they were the most people friendly, customer driven company I have ever worked for. I can’t see how removing that influence from the marketplace is going to be an improvement. Any time you reduce the range of options for the consumer, it rarely works out in their favour.

Having said all that, the time is almost upon me. It is nearly five, and that means the ending of an era in Canada. Some will view this as a positive thing, and others won’t. For myself, I think I’ve made my position abundantly clear. Blockbuster Canada isn’t dying because we failed to thrive in the face of emerging technologies. We are dying because people who couldn’t manage their own company were allowed to destroy ours also. To every person who worked hard to make Blockbuster Canada a success: Congratulations on your victory. To all the fine people with whom I have had the privilege of working for the past four and a half years: Thank you for a great ride. I wish all of you every possible success in your lives. May you be blessed with health, happiness and a long life to enjoy both.

Time ladies. Time gentlemen. The rental business will now be closing for the duration. Thank you, it’s been lovely.

Cheers, Winston

To My Daughter

I’m not going to write a lot right now because I have to get ready to go out with my family to celebrate my daughter’s eighteenth birthday. From there, I may be heading pretty much straight to work for the evening so might not have a chance to post later.

As you can see, I’m not incarcerated. It’s not because I made bail, more about having only the good customers in last night. I got hugs, handshakes, good wishes, and one guy who’s going to bring me his business card. It was a good crowd last night.

Yeah, I choked up a couple of times. That was just a preview of what it’s going to be like at my daughter’s brunch this morning.

Just yesterday, she was thirteen and thought I should be able to answer any question. About a week before, she was eleven and believed that I could make growing pains go away by rubbing her ankle at two in the morning.

A couple of months before, my wife and I had been together for a while. We had been out somewhere and when we were getting in the car to come back her four year old daughter asked me to ride in the back with her. Today, that little girl turns eighteen.

For the past fourteen years, I have been honored and proud to call her my daughter. I have been blessed to have her tell me, “I only call you Win because that’s what I’ve called you since I was little. I love my biological Dad, but you are the one who gets up in the middle of the night if I call you. You are the one who fights to get me to do my homework and hugs me every day and tells me you love me. I may call you Win, but it really means Dad.”

Happy Birthday Sweetheart

Love you more, Win

I’m Not Bitter About Losing My Job… Much

I wasn’t really sure what I was going to write today. I hadn’t chosen a title or a “feel” for it. I knew there was more I wanted to say about my store closing, I just wasn’t sure what. I just started writing, and let it come. The original post starts below the line. It is what it is.

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So yesterday’s post was very personal for me. It was also personal for a bunch of other people. I got messages from people I hadn’t heard from in ages. A couple of former co-workers phoned me to make sure my family will be okay. It was kind of cathartic for me, and that’s a good thing.

Tonight will be my first shift at Blockbuster since I heard the news. It’s going to be tricky. There are going to be the people who will miss the business and that’s fair. Some are going to miss “us”, and that’s going to be hard. Then there are the ones who will come in to gloat or look for early sales like vultures circling the last weakened members of a soon to be extinct species. Those will be the tricky ones.

They could be the hardest, if I have to control my natural impulses. On the other hand, they could be the easiest. Really, it’ll depend how hard they push me. I firmly believe everyone is entitled to their opinion. What a lot of people don’t realize is that I have one too. Normally when I’m on the other side of that counter, I keep it to myself. Now… we’ll see how that goes tonight.

During the first round of store closures I had people who were really upset that my store wasn’t closing too. I had one person swearing at me because I wouldn’t sell my rental movies at the liquidation prices of the store down the street. If any of “those” people come in, they could go home with a whole other kind of customer service experience. Not to mention, a better understanding of how store closures are about more than just awesome prices. They’re about people, and some of those people may not be in the mood to play nice with a self-obsessed twit-bag who thinks their cheap movies are more important than whether or not I can pay my bills!

Like I say, it could be a little tricky tonight. I’ll post later to let you know how it goes… if I make bail ;^D

Cheers, Winston