A little bit of introspection led to today’s tale of woe and self-redemption. It’s all about self acceptance and understanding your own worth. Figure out for yourself who you are instead of just accepting what people tell you. It’s the greatest gift you can give yourself and the sooner you do, we the better your life will be.
I Win
Back when I was a little boy,
I often felt quite bad.
I didn’t try I had no friends,
I often felt quite sad.
I wasn’t fast I wasn’t strong,
I didn’t get along.
And when I tried hard to fit in,
I’d always get it wrong.
I used to think that it was me,
Something inside was broke.
I thought that I would always be,
The butt of someone’s joke.
For many years I felt this way,
My worth was less than dirt.
I built my walls kept people out,
Saved me from further hurt.
It worked so well for oh so long,
Then cracks appeared at last.
I made some friends but trusted not,
Too wary from my past.
But still I learned that I was not,
Just what the world had seen.
There’s so much more but buried deep,
Where it had always been.
There’ve been some people in my life,
Who helped me understand.
That I am worthy I am liked,
Self loathing must be banned.
I have a wife who understands,
How deeply I am flawed.
And yet her love is so complete,
Self doubt should be outlawed.
At times it still will creep back in,
No matter my success.
That nagging voice from childhood,
Still cries out in distress.
But if I let it run my life,
I let the bullies win.
But that can’t be if I just know,
I like myself. I Win.
Cheers, Winston